I know that with your parents being so super conservative, you've written about how they were destroyed by having three gay kids in one family. I mean, I felt like not only do I mean they were destroyed and like not happy for us, they were scared for what would happen to us. They were scared that they had done something wrong when they raised us because they were taught that this what we are was a perversion. So there was so much fear that it became anger. And then they saw us as being damaged and they were afraid that they were the ones that did it. It's just another existence that's beautiful as everything else.