Lighter Than White Is Not Only Light, It's Reflective

I think he's almost dismissing the whole idea of going lighter than white is to some extent okay because He's trying for the setup right he's trying to say I've changed look at how I've changed i'm great now Mm-hmm, and he realizes exactly how stilted that is after he writes it okay Yeah, and then says we don't need to go that far. That's what he's truly about to do but remember he's already gone through the Seventh or ninth whatever it was layer of religion ritual where he is assimilated with the religion, you know It literally says I become like assimilation. I am becoming the god.