i just felt like i wasn't allowed to have any goals or any sounds like your parents gave up hope. Dug it just made me feel, it made me feel very sad. My family is very ar intelet achievements. And to just have that taken away from me really upset me,. It was more like they were searching so hard to help me but i got to a point where, in in them trying to search, they kind of just got discouraged and itt was just an awful lot of sad.