I'm Fuck You, Whatever. Like Ove Done With You

I had just found out that my husband was cheating on me. I started panicking, looking at my friends and being like, what the hell do i do? How do i deal with this? At that point, i was just kind of like a fuck him mentality. He would give me hope that maybe we could fix things. And mabe, we go to councilling. And then he would turn around and say, just getting the next week,. It was such a horribly tumultuous season for me. I felt like i never knew where we were. "i kept giving him the power to decide, which i really truly regret," she says.