The Time I Was Questioning My Future

I remember arriving at the gates and driving down. There was Nina standing on the balcony, waving. And then when she opened the door there was Piers Courage's wife. He had been killed four weeks earlier, five weeks earlier. I'm now sitting down having a cup of tea. Both ladies are crying. And then from the top of the stairs, Jocken's daughter Natasha is at the top ofthe stairs, papa, papa,. Now I'm 21 years old. I've just been working with a driver that's just been killed. And now I'm with his wife and another lady whose husband had lost his life. So yeah, it was a very tough time