The Hermanutic of Power

I think i suffered from the the dilemma when i first graduate from cambridge with my phd. Of do i write for the academy, or do i pursue that kind of scholarship? And then you know, how is how was i gong to find a balance of this? I've found at saint melitas, which is a theological college or a seminary in london, i think i've tried to find my niche and my balance between ino all the academic training that i have had but also seeing that there is specific meaning behind the text. The goal isn' t become like thomas aquinas i got it. Yes. It's not justad, there's nothing wrong