The Absurdity of Base Reality

Sometimes people are so in their head and there's so much repressed emotion or they're disassociating. Sometimes you have to trace it back through the story to even know what you're feeling when you're really disassociated from your own emotions. The sense of you being a you apart from anything and everything is certainly a simulation. It's 100% a simulation. At some point, realization goes so deep that you realize that the whole concept of a base reality is absurd. There can be a base reality. There's no reality. And that's the that becomes the most obvious thing there ever could be. But I don't know how else to say it. "It was like