Er an its mos blak wood's family, for example. Every time i would change in a certain way, they would point it out. They're just all tik a, now you do this. I don't want to have attention towards me like that. Why not? What's wrong then? 'vanention wtyou?' In some cases, i feel like i thrive under attention. But when it comes to social attention, for some reason, i just not not very, not much of a social person.