Is That the Idea of Being a Warrior?

Gis, when i think of the warrior atic a, it makes me think like, yat ifim. If i'm shuttin down, which i certainly do when it comes to things that i love, poodles or whatever, then that's a form of cowardice. So is or you. How often does your dyou shut down toeer every day? And then every day i try to open it back up again. Gis: "It's a constant battle between living this world and then changing my identification point back to the consciousness observing me in this world"