The Importance of Emotional Connection

I was very OCD, you know. I think a lot of people are on antidepressants and stuff that have side effects that mess with your ability to connect. So the other thing, emotional connection is such a big part of it for me. And I wasn't ready to be intimate with people or surrender. Like I still like had walls up, you know, emotionally. It's just all about raw chemistry and connection. Or you have to be able to sleep with people you work with outside of work or is that better? If I don't. Yeah. To keep the tension and to keep the tension.