i think ri and capsilates that so well, which is like, of course, as presented to me, was always just like, now you have a certainty that god exists. And the story of abraham, as kirkegard describes it, is this, because the choice that he is told to make by god is so daunting, abraham must realize that ultimately, the choice as to whether or not to kill his son is his. So you're really just still in that situation, even if you're a religious person. It's this like just inevitable, inexorable. You're forced to commit. But, but there's that. The essence doesn't come before