The Dark Night of the Soul

Recently, I went through one of the most intense, if not the most depressed, like intense depression episodes of my life. And in one of these places that I was invited to locally in my city, I was drugged because I was too open to not having boundaries too nice. Growing up, I've always been someone that was like afraid of anger and afraid of rage. But this was the first time that I started feeling my rage and being like turned on by it and allowing it to have a seat at the table. It felt kind of good for the first time.