But then I told

him that night I was like, does she have body hate issues cut? And you could see that I was very worked up and I was trying to stay under control. And he was like, he goes, oh, very unhealthy. And I thought, well, that's the first time you've ever spoken anything negative about your friends. Because I had been very afraid to disagree with them up until now because it was like this tree over here. Yeah. And I was welcomed in. So I'm not going to break this up. And I said, okay, because she said, I, she said some things that made me realize I don't think I can be friends with your friend and I want to be very respectful. But I just don't think that this is a healthy friendship for me anymore. And he surprised me by saying, oh, totally understand. Let the dust settle. Like she can be nasty. So what did you say back? I didn't text her back. I couldn't. I didn't know what to say. Yep. Pretty much. Because I just, I didn't have my emotions and I kind of like, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all. Yeah. I had nothing but really skating things to say to her. So I waited. But a few days later, she texted me and she was like, oh shit. And she was, but still it wasn't a, I'm so sorry. I was wrong. It was a, so because you went quiet on me sort of thing. So again, this is my phone. I went quiet. I didn't speak up. She went over the text and she goes, she said, I can realize that I came across as a bitch and my words could have been taken as really fucking hurtful as exact words that she said. And I wanted to say, no shit. But instead I said, I think I need to get better at clearly communicating where I'm at. And I come across as more confident than I really am. And she said, hell yeah, you come across as really effing self-confident. And I said, okay, well just to clarify, I'm not very secure in how I look. Because she said, let me guess, do you, how do you see yourself, you know, do you see yourself as pretty? And I said, some days, I said most days, and I'm, again, I don't, I'm like thinking, wow, how was I such a saint? Because I was saying, I wanted to kill her. But I thought I'm going to be vulnerable with her and show her that this really, really hurt me because maybe I come across as very self-assured. But I'm not, I don't wake up feeling like a goddess every day. And it's a good day if I am like confident to go out without makeup or something like that. So I wanted her to know that this cut me really deep. Brian would text me and say, when she would kind of go too far and everyone could tell, okay, Kimmy's pushed Sarah too far. I'd get a text from Brian saying, I'm really sorry about my wife. She doesn't have a lot of lady, lady friends in her life. And you would even say, um, honestly, you're one of the only women that's given her the time of day. So be patient with her. And I thought, are you manipulating me and to being friends with your wife? Who's very abusive and mean?

Sarah shared the screenshots with me of her conversation between her and Kimmy. Kimmy, I worked out like an MF. You're probably heavier than you want to admit. Sarah, I'm five seven and according to my doctor, I'm only five pounds overweight. Kimmy, LOL, OMG, we are does same. You're about 20 pounds overweight if you don't want cottage cheese legs. I had to get to about 125 for it to disappear. What you'll have to be careful of is when you have kids, because you'll be a fatty fatters. Sarah, terrified of having kids for that reason. Kimmy, ha ha ha, oh yeah, you'll have to battle against that. Nothing kills intimacy like a fat preggers. Go to 125, 130 and you'll see it. Leave you be. Sarah, I might be skin and bones. Kimmy, LOL, it's where you lose it from. I've seen pictures. LOL, five pounds isn't that much of a difference.

And to tell her she needed to lose weight before the wedding and she worked so hard as it was to, you know, she, that was her dream to wear her dream dress and everything. She's never been smaller as she was when Kimmy said that.