The One Who Didn't Need Communion Fails Him Miserably

In jesus's greatest moment of weariness, he invites in community, and that community fails him. The one person who didn't needCommunity chose it. And i look at my life and i'm like, god, how many times have i failed you? How many times how i fell asleep when he asked me to stay awake? Some of us feel in this room like men. Community has failed me. I don't trust it any more. I can't put myself out like that again. Or maybe the tepper says meant, i've failed somebody else. He calls me his friend, even though i've been his worst friend.