I Love You but You're Better Than That

"I had not even heard my real name because there's a level of shame that goes along with being in the industry," she said. "The thing that hurts the most is for someone that truly knows you to look you in the eye and say, I love you, but you're better than that" She says her mom relentlessly pursued her despite what she did: "She never affirming anything I did." The porn star eventually quit his job as an adult film actor after finding out he'd been lying about who he really was.