Death by Suicide, Case Cancer, You've Been Through Periods of Feeling Depressed?

You have been through periods of feeling depressed yourself. If all our testimonies are after the fact, they lose the smell of the fire. They don't smell authentic. It's in the moment where you go, guys, this last ninetyday, i was in excruciating physical pain. I got some kind of virus that that has inflamed all the major muscles of my body. But i didn't hide that from people. And again, i am sorry for matthews.