Suicidal Ideation

I had kind of a wild thought about suicidal ideation the other day. I was thinking, what if suicidal idiation sometimes is our way of fantacizing about killing or escaping the ego? And we know when you go from ideation to actuality, that's usually like, a very quick thing that happens. Doesn't last for a long time. But unfortunately, if you're in a situation where it can be done, sometimes that's just what happens. What we saw happen here is someone's like, i have so big of a problem with ta hole in me, and i've so big a problem with my ego, that i see now when that manager comes and tells him