Zorian, i think there's a lot going on in this conversation that is not being talked about. You have done such an amazing job of keeping it the borders of your consciousness. Your logic may win, but moving forward is like surs like logic needs to win. It's really truly letting go of some of these things, like go and emotions and stuff like that. I don't know exactly what's going on, but i just noticed you had like a big sigh, which i think is good. With an extra 25% frentance  the ultimate event is going on now with an extra 25%. Masekela will be back next week at 10pm for another