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278: What if you couldn't keep her safe?

This Is Actually Happening

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The Fear of Suicide

My mother's suicide has been my greatest fear in life for decades. I did a lot of drugs in college to be able to function. Even though I'm not proud of using drugs and love and sex at that time, I do feel like it kind of saved my life. Getting to college felt like I was escaping and also abandoning.

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