You Don't Ask It of Me, but It Was Implied

Many times we misinterpret what people want from us, but we believe it at that stage. So you're supposed to be happy, cheerful. You have to be a hard worker. Is that tru ye? Was that one? And you're all those things, ye. But there are places where you're not so positive. There are places whereyou're not feeling that smile, you know, the glee smile. To have to do that or feel bad about yourself, ecause, unconsciously, your belief is it, i don't do that, i won't be loved. That's the oxygen of my life, by the most important source. I am obsessed with being a giver