i feel like my own system of drama is breaking apart. i've been a nail biter since as long as i remember, and i just chew around my fingers, you know, and i chew on the skin in my mouth. It's very gross, yow. And that was the first time that i did not bite my nails, cause i literally couldnically, couldn't put hands in mye for a month. I'm also having this crazy physical changing and awakening too - it seems to be really powerful a time. Maybe that's just how your life is going to be from now on, i hope. We'll see.