I Can't Believe I Just Shot My Brother!

I think in that moment where it's just beginning, there's just confusion. It's a little bit like being on a bad trip. You can't stop yourself. And you're reacting like you're in a dream and you may even realize in moments like, I'm trying to hurt somebody that I love, but I can't stop. Which, by the way, goes further to Henry. Because then he enters this almost like a nightmare, like state. Or he's behaving in a way that he can't even control himself. And then has a realization of like, oh my God, what have I done?