The narrative around being a utuber is that you have to upload once a week minimum, or else you will become irrelevant quicker than you can say thet a b c is baby. If you take a month off, your career's over. That was the narrative in the utube community. So basically, no matter what was happening in my life, or how burnt out i felt, i was on this hampster whee of creating weekly vidios. I started to notice a lot of utubers were hiring teams to help film and edit for them so that their work load could be less a little bit. But i didn't want to do this at first, because i