I'm Not Feeling Great About Myself Now

i was actually a pastor at, i don't knw if you would call it a megga church. We had 35 hundred member, not by new zealand snow, not tan els, of course, wehad bot. It's like sitting up for a band to play gig, its it. And they use interns to run everything, and then that becomes problematic as well. Once you sign on the dotted line as a member,. Now you're expected to give your whole life away to get new people in. The burn out rat is just incredible in there. I have literally now about 600 pages of emales of former interns who are just telling these stories because, you know