How Do You Feel About Death?

I think ii know i'm going to die. I sort of coasted throughl at my grandmother died last year, and i couldn't go to a funeral. And they didn't even zom the funeral po man. S had to watch it on zoom, which really takes some of the sadness out of it,. That's a you watch a funeral on zoom, and it's like you're just watching t v, and you like, i'm not is connected this? "i saw my family for the first time since that happened. Saw my mum, like, you know, cause it was her mumm who died"