If you've done it once, you can do it again. You're not the person that you are to day. Just because your life isn't moving forward in kind of a very noticeable way doesn't mean that you aren't getting better. I used to play play station and jerk off all the time when i was a freshman in college. That's just what every day was. It's like skipping class, jerking off, playing play station, and apparently, like making girls cry when they tried to give you their number. Like, how bad is that?!? So, d we havea time to get into relationsship? Absolutely. Let's do it.