Meditation - Is This World for Me?

i've meditated on and off for a few years. But at the start of this journey, like i say, about a year ago, i decide to fully immerse myself in meditation. I'm going to practise it every day and see if that has an effect on my life. It seems to me that non duality now is the most obvious thing,. In a way,  that i would be laughing at the idea that i'd be so kind of fully committed to this'