The Fear of Fucking

There was a few in particular, there was about three in particular that I did not want to be in a group with these guys because they were like, fuck an expert game players. You really wouldn't try to make waves in there. It just felt like this guy punishing you from across the room. This would break a lot of kids. Some people really want that kind of like that torture is cathartic for them, because they hate themselves. And I get it. Maybe they're right. I did not hate myself when I was there.