The Importance of Transitory Beings

So you came back with a conscious understanding that all things are transitory yes and as I as I was brought to my body I could see my body is like a heaven opened up. "I kept getting denser and denser and thicker and thicker and smaller and smaller and condensed and condensed" He says he became this knife or two hands in it and it opens my chest and it screws me inside myself and I have no power to stop it. 'It wasn't like the very to very existence as me as a human being is painful compared to the very existence'