I feel like it's really respectable to talk about my feelings in this environment where that's what we're focused on right there's no drama trying to farm whatever. When I try to talk about these things on my stream it's kind of like invalidated white people because like oh she's trying to get her numbers up or oh look at she's doing this as I said the LSF comments they just generated my head but yeah so I'm glad I was able to have this opportunityYeah and you had a very lovely half smile which gave me a tiny glimmer of hope he might be reading over his notebook with some dark stuff inside. well I shall take that appreciation I shall up the ante