I Feel Like I Need to Get Shid on and Beat It to Feel Good

I do a really good job of not comparing myself to other people, which is somting i'm proud of about who i am. And in any station in life, i feel fortunate with with what i have. But if you take away those little things about, like, the things that you've mentioned about ye,  i feel like i almost need to get shid on and beat it to feel good. I feel like i seek that cycle because that's who i are. And i almost don't even know if i don't want to be that person. Ondont we desinkt again? Do you mind just reconnecting? Ah, yes, sir.