I Bombed It Hard. It Was Bad.

I wrote a speech beforehand didn't look at it for like two weeks I read it while I was eating dinner at reception. So I deleted everything and rewrote my entire speech Did not eat dinner at all. My legs were shaking. My voice was trembling. You know I got choked up in the middle of it. At that point I was wearing something called who would like track your heart rate. Oh, yeah My heart rate spiked up to like 180. And so they gave me some pity laughs too a lot of love encouragement from that table But yeah, no, I it was bad. It was it was bad."