Are You Going to Spend Time With Me?

I've been a serial monogamist for most of my adult life, which included a six year relationship. I'm excited by the idea sleeping with other women and being desired. While i haven't had physical contact with another woman while i've been with s, i believe i've cheated on a psychological level. We're so good for each other, and i don't know why i would be jeopardizing our relationship by these desires. Sugars, do you have any insight on why i have become this person? Ind bad partner, bad partner.