"My brain every day has this weird governor in it that's like man you You got to do something man, you know, you haven't done anything," he said. "I sometimes I don't know where some of that comes from and those are things I still want to figure out in my life" He says the prosecution is always just a never there was never Like a base foundation that I'm okay So when I don't have that then anything else has a really good chance of infiltrating And and getting really into me because there never was this.