Is There a Paradox There? Is It Really Real?

I was very surprised that I was actually really shocked in this deep way after coming out of chaos magic for so long and Jen and the basic chaos magic perception of the world, which is still my fundamental ground. It's an art project. It's a self-individuation is art project. And then you have a religiousness that simply becomes fundamentalist. How can you be a fully individuated person? How can you?