The Importance of Pretending to Be Fine

"I was thinking about how, you know, for the internet to work, you have to sort of not think about the consequences of your actions," she says. "And I thought, where else does that exist on the internet? And the place where I thought it really existed is porn." In a film called Public Disgrace, there's like a tweety gentleman holding a note pad and saying he'll just hope for somebody out there. She recalls her big memory of that night: 'Please ejaculate so I can go home'