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217: What if you saw the face of death?

This Is Actually Happening

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I Got This Fear Like I Never Heard in My Life

I got this fear like i've never known in my life. I was not just logically facing the fact that i was going to die some day, but in my gut, i felt my own mortality. And every night was getting worse and worse. The first one was of a soldier in world war one, in a trench. It felt like i wasn't observing him, i felt like i was him. Then the scene changed to an elderly woman who found out her son had been killed in a car accident. "It felt like the bottom of my soul opened up," he says.

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