How to Deal With Anxiety

I feel like I missed out and didn't take advantage of opportunities or relationships because I was busy keeping myself alive. My anxiety has gotten so bad that I can't sleep anymore. It's funny because I'm known by friends, family and even people I meet at work as a happy and smiley girl when I'm really not okay. The Lord wouldn't wake me up each morning if he didn't have a purpose left for me. That's an ad lib. We're all feeling many times too but it does get easier with time.