Investing in the Financial Market - I'm a Guy Desperate

I was at a real inflection point iy in my life and in my career, and that's unseraslig enough. Because following my father passing, here comes two thousand nine, and i don't know what to do. I'm applying to 20, 30 jobs every single day, whatever i can find, becase i eet to make an income. Im im asking people for help. I'm litterally just a guy desperate at this point. So i i cant imagine how difficult that was, ad i had no pedigreei mean, i worked for i was took investing very serious, and always took the idea of trying to help the family business grow very serious. And