i was so devastated when i started seeing behaviors in my own progeny that reflected some of the struggles that i've had any night. I just end with the addiction element. You know, somebody who's barely survived addiction. O why would i bring children into this ftup world? Why would i bring them into a world that 20 16 could happen? And i got nice word. Well, i'm a big scrabble glam and here as i i go, i cried so hard recently, where dos i go? Ah, that's one part of the brain that i have to resist. Because i believe in the potential.