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S4, Ep2 How to Fail: John Crace

How To Fail With Elizabeth Day

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The Fear of Being Out of Control

For the first time on heroin, John felt like he was enough as he was. The feelings of insecurity and low self-esteem that had driven his entire life just sort of melted away at that point. How old were you when you first took it? Twenty. And where were you when they first came to your flat in London? I was in a grubby little flat in London with a dealer who, you know, I'd bought other drugs,. He came round with a ten-quid bag and said, John, I've got your present. That's so interesting because that's one of the things that's always put me off drugs - being out of control.

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