Mental illness makes us feel like the present is eternal, but that's just not true. You just have to buy it enough time. Talk to someone else, let them help you get back the equilibriating mind. Isolation, sound familiar, a sense of loss, unwillingness to seek help, feeling hopeless. So no wonder we're killing ourselves more. That's us. We're disconnected. We smoke pot. A lot of us have dealt with abuse. And so this is us who are isolated.