I've learned contentment sowhat shall we say? Do you find that you're more content, like the more you kind of deprive yourself of stuff. Does it feel like perversely good till i help people to the point where you don't have enough money to buy a mattress? Yes? Or not enough money to pay the bill on the stuff lik that. And then, but i sort of settle into it. I start to feel comfortable or wha, what? Not comfortable content i have. Casro mad a lar present a logical argument that my ego, constro was anethical and by helping people until i have nothing to give, i am actually helping bad people gain power.