Is That a Narrative? Is It Just a Form of Pain?

There's something in that like just experiencing pain is good because it is an experience. And it means that I want things and like wanting things are so great. But also there's a thing where when I go through extreme pain over something, I know that if I ever meet somebody who has gone through an extreme pain, like I can really be there with them. "I am ready to hurt with you," she says of her experiences on the show. She was living in a cam house at the time but gradually faded from doing acid.