Was It a Worth While Enterprise?

You lived a double life er with dual identities, indeed, dual families. Did you feel at the time like this was still a worth while enterprise? Or was a sort of evolution away from your commit a bit more gradual than that? Once i started living as part of american society, particularly when i first entered the corporate world I realized that capitalism wasn't evil through and through. It felt almost like o felt almost like back in the g d r, where you taken care of so to speak.