You Know I Believe in God Now and That's What I Did

I was beginning with the Gospels and things like this so there I went through to see us Lewis read a lot of CS Lewis me Christianity all his religious books. Then I read some Seraphim Rose I read some Thomas Merton and at that point it's you know it was solidified but what happened to what happened to move over didn't know that What happened to have that final like okay you believe in God now right?