The O and the K as a Sense of Service?

i know of a cave in the forest, but i'm sure as fuck wouldn't sit there. There's broken glass all over and slimy. So i'm not going to a cave. Nom most people listening to this probably are not going to go sit in a cave for 20 years. And this, you could go to your meditation cushion for 20 minutes,. whand it'll feel like 20 yearsha, haha, ha, ha,Ha, maybei actually is 20 yearsa, depending, right? I mean,this is, to me, th like the where too much fixation on the cave stuff and the that part of it can't accidentally create a weird sense of guilt.