I Saw Science of the Lambs. Is That Worth It?

I saw Science of the Lambs in year 11 at, like, which is what you're a junior here at high school. And I got it in my head that I could fill that hole by becoming an actor. But on a really core level, I'm not good at it. So no music, no movie making and you're, uh, you're beaten. You're like, what, 15 and it's over. The next significant moment for me was when I moved to Melbourne...and kind of willed myself into doing that. He did it for over a decade but I think I was always kind of levitating over myself watching a scene trying to interesting, but not good