I've Had a Hard Time Forgivening My Dad

"I have a hard time, i have incredibly hard time, controlling my emotions because of fears of abandonment and failure," he says. "It's literally disregulation, where i in a sort of weirdly manic state, don't know how to react to something." He also talks about his upbringing: "A lot of punishment. And it was really hard growing up that way in a house of fear"