I look back on this experience and I'm like oh my god. This truth is stranger than fiction man Yeah, and then you guys get you guys eventually do get home and They start their work up, but you're you're like non-deployable now Because yeah because of all those wounds that you talked about your brainYour skull fractures to your skull Your brain its licking leak and fluid out of your ears I had cerebral spinal fluid dry he it healed. I was able I was able to function in combat And by the way, I'll tell you I since that book has come out. I've been criticized a lot about hey man Like you're a leader you got to take care